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Also, i got my provisional drivers license! :D :D :D

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Hey hey, long time no blog :)

Hehe, I'm happy, recently i met a fantastic girl and although i cheated on Sammy with her, I'm so glad i did and don't regret it. Her names Lindsay and i never felt this way about any other girl before, i didn't actually believe in love till i met her. Its really strange, i just feel like shes right for me and she likes me back just as much apparently so its all good. I bought her present for her birthday today and i tried to keep it a secret, she didn't even have to know i had it in my bag. That is, until Daniel deemed it necessary to tell her that i had something for her, even though i specifaclly told him not to even mention anything relevant to it to her.

Which leads me onto my next topic, Daniel. Ok, he was alright at first. But tonight he was such a fucking dick! As i said already, he almost told her (and probably did knowing him) about her present. This is the second time hes done this, i have a free house on her birthday and i told him about it and said i was going to invite Lindsay round but i wanted to tell her so he was not to say anything. Pretty much the first thing out of his mouth was "Scott has a free house on your birthday and hes wandering if you want to come over". *sigh* It doesn't stop at his inability to keep secrets though. He tells me all this stuff to say to her or do, and i've already thought about it or done it already. Yet he has this strange belief that he is my inspiriation for all of it and without him i would be useless. Not only does he say this to me, but he also says this to Lindsay, so even if i did make it up entirely on my own, he will just say he did and she will think all im doing is copying him. He tells her a LOT of stuff i don't want her to know, like earlier on he said to her "Thats where Sammy was sitting when Scott had his hands up her skirt." >.> Why why why the fuck does he have to say that shit?! But that's not even the worse thing. After Lindsay left we both needed to kill time before our buses and we were with this Ryan dude so we went to get a bite to eat. As we sat in 'Maccy Dees', Ryan was eating as neither of us had any money, i was just sitting there and totally unprovoked, Daniel comes out with "I'm going to text Lindsay and say that you pulled another girl!" So he gets out his phone and puts it in, then puts her number in and says "All i have to do is press send". At this point all i could think was if he presses that button then break his nose and throw his phone under a bus.

THAT IS NOT COOL!

Why the fuck did he do that?! I don't understand! He just sat there with a smirk on his face saying "i sent it but i pressed back so it wont be in my outbox". That's not fucking kool, i don't see why he does all this shit, the only possible reasons i can think of is that hes whining that i spend time with her instead of him and wants to break us up or hes just born a fucking knob end. And he wonders why i spend my time with her instead of him.
/target Ginger
/Spit


*sigh* Tomorrow should be alright, he wants me to get drunk but I'm going to say i have no money so I don't have to buy anything, I'm also ditching, or 'pieing' as i like to put it, him to go to Kelsey's (Lindsay's best mates house) after shes finished work. The sad thing is he bitches about me but he would do the exact same to me if he had a girlfriend and i didn't. But as Fat Paul says, "Gingers will be gingers, hes a bit of an ugly bastard anyway"... hehe desperate Dan... William :P

I don't really want to talk to him tomorrow, i just want to go and see Lindsay, but hey, life's a bitch. Um, oh well that's my rant about ginger pubes over.

See you in a month or 2 i guess.

Rock104 wins!

Yes thanks William for Rock104! i have so far been on for 1260 minutes :) Woot! Right down to business.

Girls, there a pickle foe shizzle, but i somehow managed to sort it out! :) Ok Miyah (fancy name eh lol), her boyfriend found out i like her and went to look for her on Valentines. He aint gonna do shit tho, apprently he was furious, i dont care about her anymore... when i talk to her i find it hard to find things to say, theres always an awkward silence filled with something like "So..." or one of us asking a question that we dont really care about the answer to. Its so hard to communicate with her, i thought it was just because she was a hot girl, but thinking back, i never had this problem with anyone else. I dont think it would ever change and im just not really in the mood for a relationship where i dont know what to say half the time. She seems content with Robbie and i dont want to ruin that.

Upon thinking this, i took out my phone and asked Sammy if she would like to come out for a wander in town and a chat. And i gotta say, it was soooo much easier to talk to her, i dont think there was a silence longer than 10 seconds from either of us. It was then i relised what a complete fucking tool i'd been, the only reason Miyah was so appealing to me was because she was smoking hot and likes metal. I'd much rather have Sammy than Miyah. Now that im not comparing every minor detail to Miyah, i relised she is actually quite good looking, not that im into tits in all honesty, but she has a GREAT set. So anyway, i was with her for about 5 hours today, straight after college i went to meet her, we wandered around shops, then got food then got cookies! Then we met her mum (by this time we were holding hands) and unlike what i expected, her mum was really kool with it. I then walked with her back to her flat and met her dad and 2 brothers (and to my surprise, they were all shirtless! And even more surprising, they wernt bothered!) They're all really kool people, her dad kept trying to embarass me by saying things like "Keep that bedroom door open!" But it was all taken in good taste and had no effect. So we sat in her room for aaaggeesss just talking and cuddling. Then she walked me back to Union Street to get my bus. When she left i got one loooonnnnnnggg kiss goodbye which was awesome. Then i got the bus home and that was that. :)

I really feel i've made the right decision here and everyone seems to agree. And she stole 2 of my wristbands so i cant let her go anyway hehe.

Ahwell, in other news! Computer was sold for £175, £25 of which will go to my mums account for P&P and the rest will stay there to keep me from spending it. Im keeping my guitar as i fixed it and i love it! Not much else to report on really, college is going alright, classes are starting to get abit harder and i have to pay attention which is abit of a bitch, but hey, its amazing the effect a girl can have on you, i want to work lol! =).

I should really start looking for a job, students will be getting out their courses and it would be nice to hold down a full time job to fund my guitar, pc and upcoming car. I'll hand in my application at Homebase tomorrow and maybe talk to my mum about writing up a cv i can send to some stores in town, who knows :)

Thats all for now, i will update as soon as i have more news! Word out. <333

Girls girls girls

heelllloooo

This post is pretty much all about the girls in my life and relationships an shizz'... an jizz... anyhoo. I think im finally over Sarah, shes not on my mind at all nowadays so i guess thats good...ftw.

This girl i spoke of in a previous post, her name is Jay and apprently she has a boyfriend already =/ Was talking to her friend Kirsten at a gig on Friday:
Me: "So why is Jay not here?"
Her: "She had a friend staying over"
Me: "Oh right that sucks..."
Her: "You liked her didnt you?"
Me: "Was it that obvious?"
Her: "Hah yeah"
Me: "So... has she got a boyfriend?"
Her: "Fraid' so... she definatly liked you, on the way home she said you were cute, but shes getting on good with her boyfriend for a change and she wants to keep it that way"

Went on like that, mostly her comforting me because that got me down abit, she shouldnt of really been that 'flirty' yano.

Ohwell, theres a girl i started noticing at college recently... well pretty much since i broke up with Sarah, she was like my little relief cause she always came in with a smile on her insanely cute self and it just cheered me up lookin' at her. Anyway, sometimes i look at her and drift off abit, not relising im staring right at her. On Friday, i was walking to the gig, she came up to me.
Her: "Excuse me"
Me: *turns round* "Oh hey.."
Her: "Hey um whats your name?"
Me: "its um, Scott"
Her: "Ah right i seen you staring at me in college"
Me: "Yeah um... i um, i think your... whats your name?"
Her: "Its Mia, come say hello sometime ok?"
Me: "Yea sure... il see ya around"
Her: "byebyeee"

Ok what really freaked me out when she said it was the 'i seen you staring at me'... that just sounds so... like not kool. I would of preferred something like looking... or admiring me... but staring? Felt abit bad i have to say. Anyway, she asked me to come talk to her sometime so i guess thats good, she wants to know me :D. And it probably means she wants to talk to me so if i go over her i know i wont be like shunned. Really nervous about it actually, i hope she comes and talks to me, then i wont be as nervous, its starting and maintaining conversation i find really difficult... i wonder if she is a good talker... i hope to god she is. She looks like the type of person who likes 'good' bands lol. Ohwell, i'll find out tomorrow then! Wish i didnt tell Danial about this, now he is getting my hopes up and when she rejects me i'll never here the end of it! Like he can talk, hes black... lol... haha earlier i said:
"You dont know shit foo'!"
"Eh' min, i know more shit than you!"
"Yea thats because you live in Torry!"
*both laugh for about 5 minutes* =)

Think i might pull another all nighter, then go to sleep when i get home, then wake up early and get the bus in and play WoW aaalll ddaaayyy :)

PC and guitar are up for auction, so far the PC is at £31 with '2 days 15 hours' remaining. Guitar has had no offers with 2 days left. Im hoping that goes well, if the guitar doesnt sell this time il repost it once more, if it doesnt sell then, il keep it until someone offers me enough from private ads. I have fixed the 2 things that drove me insane, as long as i stay in Drop C. I been playing my Fender alot more recently, and switching back to the Jackson, theres is a HUGE differance in the quality of the tone. Its so much clearer, tapping is a million times easier, its just generally better. I normally only play in Drop C nowadays because i love Bullet, Atreyu, Killswitch and Caliban. I may change it if i learn alot of songs in another tuning, but good for now :)

Right thats it, wish me luck tomorrow. <3 :)

Dum de dum dum...

Yo...

Bored so i thought i'd post....... nothing to say either.... well i do its just i dont know how to put it into words, not sure if its my ability to write things like this or if im just plain bored... could really use a fag right now.

Decided to sell my Jackson that i tried so hard to get and obcessed over for absolutley ages. A little advice to anyone who plays guitar, do NOT get a floating bridge unless you play in one tuning pretty much all the time and know how to use a whammy bar properly. Yea so i been offered $400 on UG (£200) or £240 from Matt... hmm... I dont really want to sell it to him, so im putting it on eBay first. Its not that i dont like him or dont think he deserves it, but hes the type of person who will try and get his money back after a while or so because hes outgrown it. Spur of the moment thing yano... besides, guitar cost me £270 and case cost me £80, its about 5 months old been used about 15-20 times if that. It doesnt deserve £110 knocked off of it for that.

360! Im starting to obcess over achievements... but i got 43/49 on Gears of War and i want to see that magic 'one oh oh oh' so yeah. Should start playing my other games, but most of them are gay on my tv as it is painfully dark and i cant see anything. On others it puts it in extra-wide-wide-wide screen so its really blury and i cant make out anything... i've yet to justify spending so much money on a new tv when i just got the one last April, so it will do for now. Hopefully Greg will be moving out soon... less than 2 months... *smile*

Trying to search for this girl i met last Friday on gayspace and gaybo but so far nothing. I could go looking for her on Wednesdays at college (as that is the only day she is there) but that is just a weee bit stalkerish.................... so il just wait and see.

Bedtime. <3

"I feel alive, you are my exstacy, its you that im craving"

First post of 2007 *cheer*

Christmas came and i got what i wanted, so that was all a barrel of laughs, although i no longer have a (typed 'crotch' here i have no idea why) job..., so yeah ghey. New Year was alright, turned a good friend to a really good friend called alcohol hehe. Ohwell i been playing my xbox 360 constantly since Christmas pretty much so i havnt been getting out the house.
Went to Louisa's work's party on Friday which was unbe-fucking-leivable, free wine and a 5 course meal, then more free drinks! LOIL¬ So there ya go... Today i went Ice Skating for the random fun with Matt, Jenna, John, Sarah and Louisa and that was really kool. Meeting my 'crew' from Maiden tomorrow so that should be some fun! ...saying fun quite alot =/

I havnt really got much to say... back to college on Tuesday, Greg will be giving me a lift in for 2 weeks, so i can have 20 minutes extra sleep and i dont have to get the bus in :D. Hmmm

Music is running low, well good music, it seems everything is the same these days. Quite like Caliban right now (yes i know it sounds like Taliban, thanks for everyone pointing that out)

Starting reading Battle Royale manga, well i did a while ago but i finally got enough money to buy the next 8 volumes! (Still 4 more left i think) =/ Should probably go to bed cause im getting up at 9 tomorrow and its currently.... 3:30...am.... so think i might squeeze in 4 hours sleep or something. Meh i got the munchies!

Shall update next weekend (someone remind me)
(emo heart)
I<3333333333333 you! lawl... night

Ftl

So meh thats it... apprently i was warned not to get hurt but i cant help it. Feel like shit right now. Sarah just rang me and said she dont think we should keep seeing each other, but also failed to mention why, shes coming to talk to me on Tuesday and straighten things out... is it worth begging for her back? Am i that despirate? She was pretty much everything i ever wanted in a girlfriend.... *sigh* i dunno. I'll see what happens on Tuesday.

Maiden was good, met some kool people, cant be assed saying anymore, i will when im in a better mood.

*sigh*

Meh hello... aint been on here in a while. Depressing day so thought id come on here and just... yano 'type it out'... might make me feel better.

Lets see, Sarah... shes amazing. Things are going good with her, except her dad for some reason despises me. Since when im with her she doesnt get back till early hours or i dont leave till late he doesnt like her going out with or me visiting. Meh. Second night in a row she wasnt allowed out. Better to see her a few times a week than never i guess.

Its my works christmas night out, free food and cheap drink, i wasnt gonna go because to be honest id rather spend my time with Sarah, but since she cant come out i decided id like to go. But i got nobodies phone number or anything so i cant go. Even if i could i got nothing smart to wear and my hair is all greasy so id have to take a shower, since everyone is out id have to take the bus so i wouldnt be able to get in till late. Meh. Im starving but theres no food in the house, i could order for pizza or some shizzle like that but i have no money so im just fucking miserable really.

Dragonforce on Saturday, should be kool. Although im working on sunday, il be exausted and probably still drunk, il get in trouble for sure... =(

Carla the jew (....tehe) invited me up to torry for aye ken min bam min and hang out but i cant be arsed braving the neds.

Fed up with alot of my music right now. Sarah gave me a Bleeding Through album called The Truth to listen to... is quite good tbh, will keep me happy for a week or 2 i guess, anyhoo

I'll probably be back on tomorrow since i will have nothing better to do.

< /3 gg bb nn